We in our time may reach a point of growth and a some new leg of our journey begins. In this newness we may reserve ourselves, we may not see the radiance that we cast and question whether we have purpose, right, or power. We may wonder suddenly where we are.
Doubt is an exceptional state of being, a retraction within an expanded state of consciousness where we have suddenly realized how large our awareness has become. Doubt includes others in our thinking and I think it reveals the borders of our minds, the places we must seek, the parts we must draw out, and our self that is ultimately pointing at the very challenge we must face in growing… Fear.
We question. I think that the answer is not do we or do we not shine, but did we work our magick [our light] in such a way in each moment that we are called, or did we hold it back?
Like the alluring scent of a flower to the hummingbird. Like the frog who hears the call and so sings in the night sky. Life calls you to emerge.
Really, why are you here?
Be your light which is found in what brings you the most excitement. Be your secret self, that one who is tucked away snug in shadow, waiting to be revealed wanting to speak and that you seek to hold back. Be your heart, your spirit, and let that blossom from the darkest parts of being let roots take hold and that fragrant being of life spring forth.
“One doesn’t become enlightened by imagining figures of light but by making the darkness conscious. The latter is more difficult, and therefore less popular”
Art, divination, and healing.